NHY's Personality Test Results and The Future

Luke Skywalker over at Siberia Rocks posted a personality assessment of himself, so I decided to follow suit and here are my results.



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Honestly, This test result does describes me quite well at this present time in my own life. Apart from being an Advocating Experiencer, its acknowledges that I’m stuck in a bit of a rut at present. I have a LOT of work to on myself.

Before I go any further, I know that this blog often reads like a rant about my life but unlike many other MRAs, I’m comfortable about talking about it ( Not that I find fault for them for not wanting to talk about their lives ) and I’m aware that feminists and manginas will try and use this against both me and the MRM. If your such a feminist or mangina, I’ve got 3 words for you, to quote the late, great Fred X: ‘ UP YOURS FEMCUNT! ‘

Anyway, I love the idea of new experiences and hate routine and it bores me very quickly. Little wonder, that I’ve nearly driven myself daft this summer over the chronic LACK of such experiences. I’m also able to see the bigger picture and just nod my head in pity for those narrow minded people who only live for the weekend without ever really thinking of the future!

It also said that I’m highly compassionate and seem to know what people are thinking and how they feel. Pity the people I deal with in my daily life are generally such fucking assholes that I’ve stop being so compassionate, that is sad.

However, it’s the glossary of traits that I don’t like but its rings true. While in black and white here, it might look I have balls, in real life, I’m not so brave. I have low self - confidence and don’t have much faith in myself at present. I’m fucking afraid of doing this thing or that thing because I don’t want to upset the peace, I don’t want to be asked questions I hate answering by parents. There is stuff I want to buy off the internet but I’m afraid of using my home address as I don’t want my family looking at my stuff in any shape or form or asking me what the stuff is. Man, I should just say ‘ Fuck it ‘ and just order the bloody thing already!

I should just go back to that crap part time job so that I can save some money and regain control of my finances, instead of having to count on parents for money which makes me their bitch to be used as a free babysitter, house decorator, errand runner ( even though they were just down town ) and so on.

It also told me that I believe that other things, not me, control my life. That is true, it often feels that everyone controls me, except fucking me! My family is especially bad at this for the reason I listed above. My brother constantly harasses me to get a job, even thought he probably never known what is like to be in a situation where your can’t get a job because all the foreigners have taken them, that place only hire women and probably don’t even bother to read my CV or you can’t even get a chance to hand out CVs! Its makes me feel bad about a situation that I honestly have very little control over!

I admit I was pretty once much a full blown mangina who would bend over backwards for women so hence, that’s why my masculinity is only at 50 and my Femininity is 38! ( That’s too high for me, if you ask ) Thankfully, I’m very open to new things so I was able to save myself before I ended up becoming a wage slave to some skank!

Damn, this isn’t really encouraging, I’m trying to embrace MGTOW but right now in this part of my life, its more like MSOTA - Men Sitting On Their Ass! Its not easy for me. To be honest, my summer fucking SUCKED. My Jaw Operation in June did indeed go well and was worthwhile but that one thing messed up my entire summer, I missed the period to get a job, had nothing to do for the summer. Basically, I’ve being stuck in a rut and I’m not happy with myself because of that.

My parents think I hate them because of their drinking. Its not so much that, its really the total lack of RESPECT they show me, they’d completely dis - regard what I say or how I feel. Seriously, I don’t trust them because of the whole ‘ You too old to play Mario and Sonic because but you most instead become a man, work a job you hate, hide your feelings, suppress your desires and become an alcoholic like us and then justify that by any reason necessary ‘ thing that continues to this day. FUCK THAT! I hate having to be paranoid and keep my eye out for them when I play those games on the computer.

THINGS HAVE GOT TO CHANGE!

I have go to stop being such a fucking coward and just shout out to the world ‘ FUCK THIS, I AM GOING MY OWN WAY! ‘ And start living my life on my own terms, not the unrealistic terms of some misguided family member. Even if it causes me discomfort, I need to just fucking do it and don’t worry about the stupid questions I’d get asked or how I’d think others would disapprove, they won’t and they more than likely don’t care.

At least things are going to improve when I go back to college as I will be a student leader for the incoming 1st years. In fact, I’ve already decided that following this fiasco a few months back, to assume I’m uninvited to any future class parties or house parties unless I’m told otherwise, ignore pleas for help from those who don’t like me and just do my own thing in college, like I did in 1st year.

I also have plans to travel to North America next summer ( Yes, I know but give me a break, I want to see the place ‘ before its gone ‘ ) I’m thinking of somewhere in Canada to base myself for the summer so that is something to work towards to, I guess and I will make sure I have the means to do it.

Listen, fellow MRAs and MGTOW, if your like me, stuck in a rut, feeling trapped and don’t know what to do, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. Don’t care what your parents, ‘ friends ‘ ( true friends will understand, anyone else should be dropped like Windows Vista! ) , the community or anyone else says. if its feels right to you, then just do it! Are you’re a unique, independent thinking human being or just another one of the sheep being led to the slaughter?

Until Next Time,

NHY

Rocky saids it best..... Part 2

A while back, I posted one of the speech's from Rocky Balboa, one that has had an impact on a lot of people, including me. After thinking about it, there is also a ANOTHER such speech from earlier in the film, when Rocky is applying for his boxing license, that also leaves a similar effect and made me clap as well.

So... I felt like I owe it to myself and everyone else ( well, almost everyone *caugh*fatmammycat*caugh* ) to post the other scene here for the sake of completion.

NHY again calls all whiny feminists and manginas to watch this. Yes, you lot again, take note!



Once again, Rocky rings true. NO ONE has the right to stop you from doing with you love and going after what you want. If they are, then they have ulterior motives, dismiss them! For if you don't follow what makes you happy, then you are doomed to a life of sadness and unfulfillment!

If you want to be happy in life, YOU must be the one who makes the rules, NO ONE ELSE! Forget what your family and friends say, they may have done a fine job of raising and shaping you but you are not them. Don't listen
to what people in authority say, as long as you stay in line and go your own way, you'll be fine and COMPLETELY DISREGARD what the media says, for its the biggest propaganda machine of all, you need not emulate the latest craze and fads, you only need be YOURSELF.

Until next time,

NHY

Rocky saids it best....

I went to see Rocky Balboa on Friday, very good film, if you ask me. Its good to see such an inspirational film at a time where it seems to be out of fashion! However, there is one key scene where Rocky is speaking to his son that is worth noting.

NHY calls all whiny feminists and manginas to watch this. Yes, you lot, take note!



This is good to see, it seems as if the world is finally waking up to the fact that feminism is BAD NEWS. ( couple this with Borat a few months back and how he made a mockery of a group of Feminists in less than a minute as well, its going good so far ) The feminists forget that it is MEN who built society to the way it is today! Without us, we'd still be in caves and whatnot! If this discrimination of men continues, I can see a new Dark Age come where the masses are uneducated and ruled by a few big guys with an iron fist.

Its the last thing anybody wants but thats what we're being led to! The problem is that most people are BLIND to it! They are not people, they are SHEEPLE! They refuse to see how big brother is watching, how invasive laws are taking away our freedoms and how ' nanny states ' have left once mighty countries like America and the UK a freaking DISASTER AREA!

Some of those who do wise up who not be able to see a way out of it all. Some of them turn to drink drugs or even suicide to escape it all! They have being brainwashed all their lives to see that ' The Way ' ( get educated, get a job, make money, fall in love, get married, buy a house, etc, etc. ) is the only way and that any other way is wrong! That your not being ' a man ' by not following ' The Way ' , let me tell you this, it is the BIGGEST LIE ever sold!

I was there once, a bit like Neo when he first learned the truth, confused and lost. I took of a lot of hits psychologically, something that nearly caused me to crack. Then one day, when at was at its darkest; I finally said ' screw this! ' and confronted the nightmare. Throwing facts is a mighty weapon! After that, I realized, for the first time, that I didn't need to follow this path that I could do things my way and hence, its why I'm here today.

Those who support ' The Way ' are women, big business, corporations, governments, etc. Who ALL want one thing; the biggest false god of all; MONEY. Ignore them, my friends and if they persist, just throw facts at them! :D

Remember, life isn't about how hard you can hit but how hard you can get hit and keep on moving! Keep on moving and NEVER give up, for that, you WILL reap the rewards at the end, I assure you on this.

Until next time,

NHY