What I am going to say here may offend some people here but we value freedom of speech here, don’t we? Besides, its always good to bring up a something that could start a debate.
This steams from Friday, when I had my Christmas review in college. Unfortunately, while passing everything else, I failed the main module, although I wasn’t the only one, 16 other people failed along with me! So yeah, I kind of obviously felt down about myself as a result and has led to me thinking about where I am in life at present and my future, including whatever or not I should drop out.
I decided against that, instead deciding that I’m going to put my head down and really try my hardest, put in 110%, starting with the next project, which we will get on Monday, Among other things like going to a lecturer known for his brutal honesty ( who also happens to be the best - and the most real world experienced - lecturer on my course ) and asking him where I am going wrong and what I can do to fix it.
But anyways, enough about that, from this, along with talking to a fellow MRA in the Chatroom last night, I spoke to him about how I, along with many others, were constantly complaining about the department being under - resourced, morale being extremely low, that the project briefs were crap and in my case, living an annoying 40 minute bus trip from college and coming from an unstable family life. In other words, I was blaming everyone and everything else for my failure but myself.
With that I said this little gem that deserves to be shared;
Accepting blame - even embracing it - is a sign of maturity. That is why we live in such an immature society!
Which brings me to the core of this topic; In modern society, there is no where near enough responsibility. The vast majority of people dread the word ‘ responsibility ‘ as it actually makes them stop and think about the consequences of their actions and that maybe, in reality, they have no one to blame but themselves for their own shortcomings in life! Instead of accepting blame for their failures and shortcomings, they instead go around blaming anyone or anything else for it. This makes them feel better and at the same time, it also gives them an excuse to not do something about it.
Like I said, accepting blame is a sign of maturity. Sure, it might make you look and feel like a fool but in the long people, you will gain more respect from both others and yourself. You will be able to trust yourself and people will be able to trust you. Accepting responsibility for your actions also means that if you make a serious error of judgement, you know that its your own fault and yours alone and this leads to you doing something about it. This in turn leads to you becoming a better person in the long run.
Now, the trouble is, this train of thought has lead me to realise that I too, am guilty of not accepting blame for my own failures and short comings in life. I’ve being very vocal about that here on my blog, like blaming my parent’s alcoholism, for fucking me up and leaving me with a negative self image when in all honesty, I’m really should be blaming myself. Its not what happens to you in life, its how you react to what happens to you in life that makes you who you are.
I’m not saying that the current cultural climate is entirely blameless, it contributes but like I said, its how you react that matters. You could what the manginas do; wallow in self - pity, blaming skanks, jerks, big government and feminism for all the ills and failures in life, not just with women. Giving them in their heads, a justifiable reason to not actually do anything about their situation! OR you could do what a real man would do; Take a long, good hard look at themselves, realise that they only have themselves to blame for the situation in thier lives and then go out and do something about it.
Feminists, western women in general and manginas go without saying here. However, I also have reason to believe that some MRAs would fit this profile as well. I know I sound like a jerk by saying that but think about it, the MRA scene gives some guys, particularly ones who have never being that successful with women to begin with ( like me ), a justifiable reason to whine about it and not actually do something to improve the situation!
I’m not saying that dating a WW / AW should be a goal or is even a good idea for such guys. I mean that these guys are using the MRA scene to hide from the idea of accepting blame for their own failures or shortcomings, which in turn leads them to becoming stagnant and bitter with their lives, not to mention shutting others wit different ideas. While I don’t too much about the respective issues, from what I gathered, TMB and AWS are examples of where this happened or is happening, correct me if I’m wrong.
That is the beauty of MGTOW, it’s a philosophy of life, one that encourages men to face responsibility for their actions and accept blame for their failures and shortcomings and with that, take action to make themselves better people as well. Unfortunately, as it is so broad, it also leads to laziness among some men, who see it as an excuse to never face up their shortcomings or improve themselves and hence never, come to anything. What kind of life is that, one might ask?
So, that’s just what I wanted to say, we as men should face up to our failures and shortcomings. Doing so will lead us to becoming better people.
Finally, this topic has remined of the scene from Rocky 6, I posted it and spoke of it before and it deserves to shown here again as it suits the context of this topic perfectly;
Until next time,
NHY
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Panic Attacks!
I have no doubt that many of you have heard of the countless terror alerts, wars and rumours of war, the imminent collapse of the stock market, the foiled ‘ terrorist attacks ‘ , 2012 and so on and so fourth. The message, while varied, is generally the same; The World is going to end! We’re all going to die! Everyone is going to live on the streets! Everyone is going to starve! We’re going to get nuked any day now! The cold war is returning! Etc, etc, etc!
None of these threats are ever likely to happen and even then, never underestimate the human spirit and will to survive! The whole point of such reports in the media is to SCARE people. That’s the real purpose is to have people living in fear. People are afraid to go out of their homes, in fear of being attacked by some phantom thug or terrorist. They are afraid of talking to each other, in case that person is a member of some random extremist religious order who will then use that information against you!
Your so scared that you willing to give up your freedoms in exchange for security. God damn it, fucking trees and dogs have more rights than humans now! I care about the environment and animals but remember who the hell is supposed to be the top breed on earth; Man! Natural resources are meant to be tapped for our benefit. Are you really willing to freeze to death in a forest of wood because the trees apparently have feelings too?
People don’t see much point in planning a future, seeing that the whole show is going to end in 2012 anyway. ( Note: I DO believe that something is going to happen in 2012 but nothing as drastic as what we’ve being told and definitely not the end of the world! ) Hell, why not take up drugs and other self - destructive habits, we’re all doomed anyway, so why not?
BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT!
Has it ever come across your mind that you might just be taken on a wild goose chase? Everything these days is crisis this, crisis that. Crisis every-fucking-where. There is a health crisis in children and they fat and lazy. Hmmm, lets see. Over at the nice guy forums, a member by the name of fschmidt post this;
I responded that by saying this;
This isn’t just limited to San Francisco, its all over the west, America, the UK and even Ireland as well. Sure, parents as well as the child itself have to carry some of the blame but seriously, society and big government has to carry the bulk of the blame of this mess. Yet those ignorant bastards have the guts to turn around and blame it all on us and that we most change our ways, we most tax you even more to put in place in even more programs that don’t work!
Couple that with the fact that children spend most of their days locked up in a classroom, often with little or no PE at all. ( There was no time for PE with the Leaving Cert here in Ireland! ) and you then you have the reason why children are so fucking lazy. And even when they get out, you can literally say that an unspoken rule is ‘ No playing in the playground! You most be politically correct! You might hurt someone and Oh Noes, we’ll get sued! ’ Guess what? Its not all the child’s fault. The feminazi mother, who can’t fucking cook and instead orders fast food every day and big brother government with their insane PC agendas have to share the blame as well!
What about the great crisis in education? You know, the one where people go through school and come out not even knowing how to read or write? The one where boys are shafted in favour of girls, who are likely to end up bitter with cats and hating their jobs! Anyways, we all know how ‘ oppressive ‘ man has being to woman in the past, don’t we?
Education these days is nothing more than a social indoctrination program. All you learn is how to be ’ a good citizen of the world. ‘ In other words, dumb as shit and doesn’t ask questions! That is all it is anymore. You do not learn anything of importance to you. Besides, they keep on revising and watering down everything! Be it history or English! I am not kidding. Its all about being a part of a group. Those who can actually think for themselves are shunned for being ‘ weird ‘ ( Trust me, I know all about that aspect! )
Idiocracy anyone?
Man, I could write a book about all the bloody crisis the media is telling us about but I’d like to move on…..
In all seriousness, there is really no need to be afraid! Sure, of course, take a few precautions. There is no harm in learning martial arts or stocking up on some canned foods and learning how to live off the land if the shit hit’s the fan and you need to get the fuck out of civilisation, pronto! All this fear mongering and panic is ARTICIFICAL. That is all it is.
Anyways, I’m sure many of you remember one such ‘ crisis ‘ that turned out to be as flat as a pancake and we saw that we’d being had and people made money out of people fears. I am, of course, talking about the Y2K Bug. For those who are not in the know, it was where at midnight, 1999 going into 2000 due to an oversight where computers only used two digits for years, like 87, 93. As a result, computers would think its 1900! Oh my, did the propaganda machine go into complete overdrive! We were told that the power would fail, that planes would fall from the sky, things would explode and the world would end! OH ONES! We need to buy all this expensive trash to protect ourselves from Y2K!
Of course, nothing happened. Everyone, including a 13 year old me, had being scammed. I brought into the panic and wasn’t too happy that I, along with many others got had. At least I didn’t have the means to buy expensive trash! That is why when I first heard of the whole 2012 thing, I was sceptical because here is something that can easily be blown up sky high like Y2K again and as we know, herds tend to forget things quickly! Unlike many others, I was wiser from the whole Y2K incident!
That is just an example of how the government, the media and big business used the whole Y2K thing to fool the public, have people living in fear and make a killing in the process! The whole thing was a scam from start to finish!
I’m disappointed that so many people are living in fear, for whatever fucking reason. They most be safe, they most be Politically Correct, they most prepare, they most isolate themselves for safety. You might survive whatever is going to happen but I you’ll only exist. You won’t be living life, only existing. Is that what you really want?
Don’t exist, live!
Until next time,
NHY
None of these threats are ever likely to happen and even then, never underestimate the human spirit and will to survive! The whole point of such reports in the media is to SCARE people. That’s the real purpose is to have people living in fear. People are afraid to go out of their homes, in fear of being attacked by some phantom thug or terrorist. They are afraid of talking to each other, in case that person is a member of some random extremist religious order who will then use that information against you!
Your so scared that you willing to give up your freedoms in exchange for security. God damn it, fucking trees and dogs have more rights than humans now! I care about the environment and animals but remember who the hell is supposed to be the top breed on earth; Man! Natural resources are meant to be tapped for our benefit. Are you really willing to freeze to death in a forest of wood because the trees apparently have feelings too?
People don’t see much point in planning a future, seeing that the whole show is going to end in 2012 anyway. ( Note: I DO believe that something is going to happen in 2012 but nothing as drastic as what we’ve being told and definitely not the end of the world! ) Hell, why not take up drugs and other self - destructive habits, we’re all doomed anyway, so why not?
BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT! BULLSHIT!
Has it ever come across your mind that you might just be taken on a wild goose chase? Everything these days is crisis this, crisis that. Crisis every-fucking-where. There is a health crisis in children and they fat and lazy. Hmmm, lets see. Over at the nice guy forums, a member by the name of fschmidt post this;
Here in San Francisco, we used to have wonderful playgrounds for kids. But they have been remodeling them. I just saw the result of the remodeling of what was the biggest and best playground. The high swings were replaced with low swings. All the fun hiding places for kids have disappeared. Most of climbing structures are gone. It is the same pattern as with the rest of the playgrounds here.
Women prefer toddlers to children, but men prefer children to toddlers. These playgrounds used to be primarily for children, with some (enough) space for toddlers. After remodeling, they are almost entirely for toddlers. Women don't like children because they can't control them the way they can control toddlers. So women have effectively castrated our playgrounds and eliminated the things that were fun for kids; swinging high on tall swings, hiding in obscure places, and climbing tall structures. American women don't just inflict misery on men. They inflict misery on children too.
I responded that by saying this;
By doing this and through extreme political correctness, they have effectively made being a child illegal. Instead of being outside playing in the woods and talking with people, they are stuck instead, playing videogames and eating junk food laced with dangerous chemicals as a result they become fat and obese. The feminist government then go off and blame these people for getting fat when in fact they probably caused it all in the first place!
This isn’t just limited to San Francisco, its all over the west, America, the UK and even Ireland as well. Sure, parents as well as the child itself have to carry some of the blame but seriously, society and big government has to carry the bulk of the blame of this mess. Yet those ignorant bastards have the guts to turn around and blame it all on us and that we most change our ways, we most tax you even more to put in place in even more programs that don’t work!
Couple that with the fact that children spend most of their days locked up in a classroom, often with little or no PE at all. ( There was no time for PE with the Leaving Cert here in Ireland! ) and you then you have the reason why children are so fucking lazy. And even when they get out, you can literally say that an unspoken rule is ‘ No playing in the playground! You most be politically correct! You might hurt someone and Oh Noes, we’ll get sued! ’ Guess what? Its not all the child’s fault. The feminazi mother, who can’t fucking cook and instead orders fast food every day and big brother government with their insane PC agendas have to share the blame as well!
What about the great crisis in education? You know, the one where people go through school and come out not even knowing how to read or write? The one where boys are shafted in favour of girls, who are likely to end up bitter with cats and hating their jobs! Anyways, we all know how ‘ oppressive ‘ man has being to woman in the past, don’t we?
Education these days is nothing more than a social indoctrination program. All you learn is how to be ’ a good citizen of the world. ‘ In other words, dumb as shit and doesn’t ask questions! That is all it is anymore. You do not learn anything of importance to you. Besides, they keep on revising and watering down everything! Be it history or English! I am not kidding. Its all about being a part of a group. Those who can actually think for themselves are shunned for being ‘ weird ‘ ( Trust me, I know all about that aspect! )
Idiocracy anyone?
Man, I could write a book about all the bloody crisis the media is telling us about but I’d like to move on…..
In all seriousness, there is really no need to be afraid! Sure, of course, take a few precautions. There is no harm in learning martial arts or stocking up on some canned foods and learning how to live off the land if the shit hit’s the fan and you need to get the fuck out of civilisation, pronto! All this fear mongering and panic is ARTICIFICAL. That is all it is.
Anyways, I’m sure many of you remember one such ‘ crisis ‘ that turned out to be as flat as a pancake and we saw that we’d being had and people made money out of people fears. I am, of course, talking about the Y2K Bug. For those who are not in the know, it was where at midnight, 1999 going into 2000 due to an oversight where computers only used two digits for years, like 87, 93. As a result, computers would think its 1900! Oh my, did the propaganda machine go into complete overdrive! We were told that the power would fail, that planes would fall from the sky, things would explode and the world would end! OH ONES! We need to buy all this expensive trash to protect ourselves from Y2K!
Of course, nothing happened. Everyone, including a 13 year old me, had being scammed. I brought into the panic and wasn’t too happy that I, along with many others got had. At least I didn’t have the means to buy expensive trash! That is why when I first heard of the whole 2012 thing, I was sceptical because here is something that can easily be blown up sky high like Y2K again and as we know, herds tend to forget things quickly! Unlike many others, I was wiser from the whole Y2K incident!
That is just an example of how the government, the media and big business used the whole Y2K thing to fool the public, have people living in fear and make a killing in the process! The whole thing was a scam from start to finish!
I’m disappointed that so many people are living in fear, for whatever fucking reason. They most be safe, they most be Politically Correct, they most prepare, they most isolate themselves for safety. You might survive whatever is going to happen but I you’ll only exist. You won’t be living life, only existing. Is that what you really want?
Don’t exist, live!
Until next time,
NHY
Saturday, September 01, 2007
I Am Awake
My balls most be growing. For starters, I no longer really care about ever having a relationship with women, I’ve come to accept the fact I’ll never be in a relationship and have adapted accordingly. Thank you, women! Your selfish nature has awoken another male who will now live happily ever after as a Bachelor. Fishing, travelling, playing video games and all the type of stuff that if I married, would never get to do.
I can actually look forward to seeing the world now and taking my time while I’m at that! I will be able to start that video game collection that I know I will start when I leave the family home. I can live simply and humbly, even if I make more than 500k a year! Besides, what’s the point in buying all this useless junk that advertising literally demands we buy? I’ll buy what I need to get me by in life, nothing more. That’s not to say I won’t spoil myself every now and again but I have something many modern western women don’t have; Self - Control.
I will never own a credit card or at least not use it unless its an emergency. I will not bury myself in credit. Again its all down to self control. Why throw away your future for the sake of looking good in the present? Only cowards giving into peer pressure would do that!
I was in Bulgaria with the family last week, I brought various things on the cheap, one of which was a bootleg GBA cart with 100 odds games, mostly NES games but it also had 2 GBA games in it, one of which was Super Mario Bros 3. If you have being following this blog, you’ll know that my family think shouldn’t be playing those type of games because they are too childish and I need to grow up and cop on and be more responsible and sensible. In other words, become another drone who hates their life and feels trapped - NO FUCKING THANKS.
The worst they can do is use shaming tactics, that’s all they really are. Don’t think for one second that femi - nazis are the only people who resort to using shaming tactics when someone says or does something they don’t like! Alcoholics will use them against their children, drug addicts will use them against their friends who are trying to help them and so on and so forth.
The whole point of shaming tactics is to try and justify something that even they know deep down is in actual fact, wrong! It doesn’t matter if the person tells you about how hard their life was in comparison to yours, if they are using it to try and shame you into stop attacking them for their wrong - doing, its still shaming tactics.
Anyway, I think this is going to snowball. I’ve being too scared to spend my own money on such games because my family would attack with shaming language if I did. This actually happened when I brought Pokemon Red when I was 13, I was shamed by everyone in the family into returning it that day! Little wonder I felt like a doormat for years! To be quite honest, I’m still rather pissed off about the whole thing, especially since they hardly show restraint themselves when it came to drinking! Quite frankly, they are all living in a fantasy world where they think everyone has to suppress their emotions and desires, be dull and lifeless, work at some job they hate and then end up wasting all the money on shit they don’t need or drinking it every weekend!
Seems like I’m going to have to deliberately piss them off by going and buying some Mario or Sonic game for my DS and then watch their reaction, in fact it will probably cause a row but fuck it, I’m not going to live by that stupid BS double standard rule anymore, I’m NOT 13 anymore for crying out loud! Who knows, they might respect me more if I seriously put my foot down on this issue once and for all!
In a way, I could say that now, more than ever, I am happy to be MGTOW. I know what a lot of people think of me as being weird and odd but something tells me these same people will be wishing they spent less time mocking me and more time paying attention to me in just a few years! Ah well, its in herd nature to shun those who refuse to follow it so fuck them all, I am awake, I am going my own way.
I ended up becoming an MRA because I wanted answers, not excuses. I saw the double standards, impossible ideals that I was expected to live up but knew I couldn’t. I’m sure everyone who is an MRA or truth seeker of any kind started off just wanting answers because they have become frustrated at how things were so stacked against them and they knew this wasn’t right and eventually, they wanted answers and so began the truth seeking.
I am still learning, we all are. I’ve had a particularly rough summer where I felt as if everything was out of my control and I could do nothing about it. It was more of a transitional period, my sub - conscious mind was working on a new operating system for my conscious mind to replace the old, worn out one and its only now, as I return to college for my 2nd year of my Graphic Design course that it has come into effect.
As I have documented before, many of the people in my year see me as a threat or had a way of manipulating me to boast their own egos. Many of those who didn’t take kindly to this at the start of the year eventually sold both me and themselves out because these same people are the ‘ popular ‘ types in my year as well. Herd mentality at its best, don’t you say?
But you know what? Fuck it. I’ve already resolved to never go to any class party ever again because I refuse to give those people any more ammunition than they already have. Besides, all they are piss ups and I don’t drink anyway. The worst offenders will also not be getting any help off me - PEROID, even if they desperately need it. You reap what you show, you know.
Yes, I know that is pretty much what they want in the first place ( save me dropping out or failing a year ) and I KNOW I will feel like crap sometimes because of this decision but in the long run, it will save my sanity and give people less ammunition to fire at me for whatever stupid BS they think of!
I will make my own way in this world. As ( almost ) everyone is out there having a good time and only thinking about the present. I will be busy planning for my future. I’m aware that I am alone in doing this and that I will often be friendless ( as if I don’t know how that feels already! ) but I’ll keep going.
My fellow MRAs, we all have our ups and downs. Sometimes things are going good, sometimes it looks like the world is going to collapse on you. But alas that is what makes us HUMAN, that we can have all these feelings in the first place. That is what matters. Feminism, Marxism and all the others are attempts by the Elites to suppress and destroy human emotion, they want to bring us back to the level of animals. Is that what we really want? Do we really want to live in a world of perpetual childhood? Or do you want something more than that?
Until next time,
NHY
I can actually look forward to seeing the world now and taking my time while I’m at that! I will be able to start that video game collection that I know I will start when I leave the family home. I can live simply and humbly, even if I make more than 500k a year! Besides, what’s the point in buying all this useless junk that advertising literally demands we buy? I’ll buy what I need to get me by in life, nothing more. That’s not to say I won’t spoil myself every now and again but I have something many modern western women don’t have; Self - Control.
I will never own a credit card or at least not use it unless its an emergency. I will not bury myself in credit. Again its all down to self control. Why throw away your future for the sake of looking good in the present? Only cowards giving into peer pressure would do that!
I was in Bulgaria with the family last week, I brought various things on the cheap, one of which was a bootleg GBA cart with 100 odds games, mostly NES games but it also had 2 GBA games in it, one of which was Super Mario Bros 3. If you have being following this blog, you’ll know that my family think shouldn’t be playing those type of games because they are too childish and I need to grow up and cop on and be more responsible and sensible. In other words, become another drone who hates their life and feels trapped - NO FUCKING THANKS.
The worst they can do is use shaming tactics, that’s all they really are. Don’t think for one second that femi - nazis are the only people who resort to using shaming tactics when someone says or does something they don’t like! Alcoholics will use them against their children, drug addicts will use them against their friends who are trying to help them and so on and so forth.
The whole point of shaming tactics is to try and justify something that even they know deep down is in actual fact, wrong! It doesn’t matter if the person tells you about how hard their life was in comparison to yours, if they are using it to try and shame you into stop attacking them for their wrong - doing, its still shaming tactics.
Anyway, I think this is going to snowball. I’ve being too scared to spend my own money on such games because my family would attack with shaming language if I did. This actually happened when I brought Pokemon Red when I was 13, I was shamed by everyone in the family into returning it that day! Little wonder I felt like a doormat for years! To be quite honest, I’m still rather pissed off about the whole thing, especially since they hardly show restraint themselves when it came to drinking! Quite frankly, they are all living in a fantasy world where they think everyone has to suppress their emotions and desires, be dull and lifeless, work at some job they hate and then end up wasting all the money on shit they don’t need or drinking it every weekend!
Seems like I’m going to have to deliberately piss them off by going and buying some Mario or Sonic game for my DS and then watch their reaction, in fact it will probably cause a row but fuck it, I’m not going to live by that stupid BS double standard rule anymore, I’m NOT 13 anymore for crying out loud! Who knows, they might respect me more if I seriously put my foot down on this issue once and for all!
In a way, I could say that now, more than ever, I am happy to be MGTOW. I know what a lot of people think of me as being weird and odd but something tells me these same people will be wishing they spent less time mocking me and more time paying attention to me in just a few years! Ah well, its in herd nature to shun those who refuse to follow it so fuck them all, I am awake, I am going my own way.
I ended up becoming an MRA because I wanted answers, not excuses. I saw the double standards, impossible ideals that I was expected to live up but knew I couldn’t. I’m sure everyone who is an MRA or truth seeker of any kind started off just wanting answers because they have become frustrated at how things were so stacked against them and they knew this wasn’t right and eventually, they wanted answers and so began the truth seeking.
I am still learning, we all are. I’ve had a particularly rough summer where I felt as if everything was out of my control and I could do nothing about it. It was more of a transitional period, my sub - conscious mind was working on a new operating system for my conscious mind to replace the old, worn out one and its only now, as I return to college for my 2nd year of my Graphic Design course that it has come into effect.
As I have documented before, many of the people in my year see me as a threat or had a way of manipulating me to boast their own egos. Many of those who didn’t take kindly to this at the start of the year eventually sold both me and themselves out because these same people are the ‘ popular ‘ types in my year as well. Herd mentality at its best, don’t you say?
But you know what? Fuck it. I’ve already resolved to never go to any class party ever again because I refuse to give those people any more ammunition than they already have. Besides, all they are piss ups and I don’t drink anyway. The worst offenders will also not be getting any help off me - PEROID, even if they desperately need it. You reap what you show, you know.
Yes, I know that is pretty much what they want in the first place ( save me dropping out or failing a year ) and I KNOW I will feel like crap sometimes because of this decision but in the long run, it will save my sanity and give people less ammunition to fire at me for whatever stupid BS they think of!
I will make my own way in this world. As ( almost ) everyone is out there having a good time and only thinking about the present. I will be busy planning for my future. I’m aware that I am alone in doing this and that I will often be friendless ( as if I don’t know how that feels already! ) but I’ll keep going.
My fellow MRAs, we all have our ups and downs. Sometimes things are going good, sometimes it looks like the world is going to collapse on you. But alas that is what makes us HUMAN, that we can have all these feelings in the first place. That is what matters. Feminism, Marxism and all the others are attempts by the Elites to suppress and destroy human emotion, they want to bring us back to the level of animals. Is that what we really want? Do we really want to live in a world of perpetual childhood? Or do you want something more than that?
Until next time,
NHY
Thursday, August 16, 2007
NHY's Personality Test Results and The Future
Luke Skywalker over at Siberia Rocks posted a personality assessment of himself, so I decided to follow suit and here are my results.
Full Result Page
Honestly, This test result does describes me quite well at this present time in my own life. Apart from being an Advocating Experiencer, its acknowledges that I’m stuck in a bit of a rut at present. I have a LOT of work to on myself.
Before I go any further, I know that this blog often reads like a rant about my life but unlike many other MRAs, I’m comfortable about talking about it ( Not that I find fault for them for not wanting to talk about their lives ) and I’m aware that feminists and manginas will try and use this against both me and the MRM. If your such a feminist or mangina, I’ve got 3 words for you, to quote the late, great Fred X: ‘ UP YOURS FEMCUNT! ‘
Anyway, I love the idea of new experiences and hate routine and it bores me very quickly. Little wonder, that I’ve nearly driven myself daft this summer over the chronic LACK of such experiences. I’m also able to see the bigger picture and just nod my head in pity for those narrow minded people who only live for the weekend without ever really thinking of the future!
It also said that I’m highly compassionate and seem to know what people are thinking and how they feel. Pity the people I deal with in my daily life are generally such fucking assholes that I’ve stop being so compassionate, that is sad.
However, it’s the glossary of traits that I don’t like but its rings true. While in black and white here, it might look I have balls, in real life, I’m not so brave. I have low self - confidence and don’t have much faith in myself at present. I’m fucking afraid of doing this thing or that thing because I don’t want to upset the peace, I don’t want to be asked questions I hate answering by parents. There is stuff I want to buy off the internet but I’m afraid of using my home address as I don’t want my family looking at my stuff in any shape or form or asking me what the stuff is. Man, I should just say ‘ Fuck it ‘ and just order the bloody thing already!
I should just go back to that crap part time job so that I can save some money and regain control of my finances, instead of having to count on parents for money which makes me their bitch to be used as a free babysitter, house decorator, errand runner ( even though they were just down town ) and so on.
It also told me that I believe that other things, not me, control my life. That is true, it often feels that everyone controls me, except fucking me! My family is especially bad at this for the reason I listed above. My brother constantly harasses me to get a job, even thought he probably never known what is like to be in a situation where your can’t get a job because all the foreigners have taken them, that place only hire women and probably don’t even bother to read my CV or you can’t even get a chance to hand out CVs! Its makes me feel bad about a situation that I honestly have very little control over!
I admit I was pretty once much a full blown mangina who would bend over backwards for women so hence, that’s why my masculinity is only at 50 and my Femininity is 38! ( That’s too high for me, if you ask ) Thankfully, I’m very open to new things so I was able to save myself before I ended up becoming a wage slave to some skank!
Damn, this isn’t really encouraging, I’m trying to embrace MGTOW but right now in this part of my life, its more like MSOTA - Men Sitting On Their Ass! Its not easy for me. To be honest, my summer fucking SUCKED. My Jaw Operation in June did indeed go well and was worthwhile but that one thing messed up my entire summer, I missed the period to get a job, had nothing to do for the summer. Basically, I’ve being stuck in a rut and I’m not happy with myself because of that.
My parents think I hate them because of their drinking. Its not so much that, its really the total lack of RESPECT they show me, they’d completely dis - regard what I say or how I feel. Seriously, I don’t trust them because of the whole ‘ You too old to play Mario and Sonic because but you most instead become a man, work a job you hate, hide your feelings, suppress your desires and become an alcoholic like us and then justify that by any reason necessary ‘ thing that continues to this day. FUCK THAT! I hate having to be paranoid and keep my eye out for them when I play those games on the computer.
THINGS HAVE GOT TO CHANGE!
I have go to stop being such a fucking coward and just shout out to the world ‘ FUCK THIS, I AM GOING MY OWN WAY! ‘ And start living my life on my own terms, not the unrealistic terms of some misguided family member. Even if it causes me discomfort, I need to just fucking do it and don’t worry about the stupid questions I’d get asked or how I’d think others would disapprove, they won’t and they more than likely don’t care.
At least things are going to improve when I go back to college as I will be a student leader for the incoming 1st years. In fact, I’ve already decided that following this fiasco a few months back, to assume I’m uninvited to any future class parties or house parties unless I’m told otherwise, ignore pleas for help from those who don’t like me and just do my own thing in college, like I did in 1st year.
I also have plans to travel to North America next summer ( Yes, I know but give me a break, I want to see the place ‘ before its gone ‘ ) I’m thinking of somewhere in Canada to base myself for the summer so that is something to work towards to, I guess and I will make sure I have the means to do it.
Listen, fellow MRAs and MGTOW, if your like me, stuck in a rut, feeling trapped and don’t know what to do, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. Don’t care what your parents, ‘ friends ‘ ( true friends will understand, anyone else should be dropped like Windows Vista! ) , the community or anyone else says. if its feels right to you, then just do it! Are you’re a unique, independent thinking human being or just another one of the sheep being led to the slaughter?
Until Next Time,
NHY
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Honestly, This test result does describes me quite well at this present time in my own life. Apart from being an Advocating Experiencer, its acknowledges that I’m stuck in a bit of a rut at present. I have a LOT of work to on myself.
Before I go any further, I know that this blog often reads like a rant about my life but unlike many other MRAs, I’m comfortable about talking about it ( Not that I find fault for them for not wanting to talk about their lives ) and I’m aware that feminists and manginas will try and use this against both me and the MRM. If your such a feminist or mangina, I’ve got 3 words for you, to quote the late, great Fred X: ‘ UP YOURS FEMCUNT! ‘
Anyway, I love the idea of new experiences and hate routine and it bores me very quickly. Little wonder, that I’ve nearly driven myself daft this summer over the chronic LACK of such experiences. I’m also able to see the bigger picture and just nod my head in pity for those narrow minded people who only live for the weekend without ever really thinking of the future!
It also said that I’m highly compassionate and seem to know what people are thinking and how they feel. Pity the people I deal with in my daily life are generally such fucking assholes that I’ve stop being so compassionate, that is sad.
However, it’s the glossary of traits that I don’t like but its rings true. While in black and white here, it might look I have balls, in real life, I’m not so brave. I have low self - confidence and don’t have much faith in myself at present. I’m fucking afraid of doing this thing or that thing because I don’t want to upset the peace, I don’t want to be asked questions I hate answering by parents. There is stuff I want to buy off the internet but I’m afraid of using my home address as I don’t want my family looking at my stuff in any shape or form or asking me what the stuff is. Man, I should just say ‘ Fuck it ‘ and just order the bloody thing already!
I should just go back to that crap part time job so that I can save some money and regain control of my finances, instead of having to count on parents for money which makes me their bitch to be used as a free babysitter, house decorator, errand runner ( even though they were just down town ) and so on.
It also told me that I believe that other things, not me, control my life. That is true, it often feels that everyone controls me, except fucking me! My family is especially bad at this for the reason I listed above. My brother constantly harasses me to get a job, even thought he probably never known what is like to be in a situation where your can’t get a job because all the foreigners have taken them, that place only hire women and probably don’t even bother to read my CV or you can’t even get a chance to hand out CVs! Its makes me feel bad about a situation that I honestly have very little control over!
I admit I was pretty once much a full blown mangina who would bend over backwards for women so hence, that’s why my masculinity is only at 50 and my Femininity is 38! ( That’s too high for me, if you ask ) Thankfully, I’m very open to new things so I was able to save myself before I ended up becoming a wage slave to some skank!
Damn, this isn’t really encouraging, I’m trying to embrace MGTOW but right now in this part of my life, its more like MSOTA - Men Sitting On Their Ass! Its not easy for me. To be honest, my summer fucking SUCKED. My Jaw Operation in June did indeed go well and was worthwhile but that one thing messed up my entire summer, I missed the period to get a job, had nothing to do for the summer. Basically, I’ve being stuck in a rut and I’m not happy with myself because of that.
My parents think I hate them because of their drinking. Its not so much that, its really the total lack of RESPECT they show me, they’d completely dis - regard what I say or how I feel. Seriously, I don’t trust them because of the whole ‘ You too old to play Mario and Sonic because but you most instead become a man, work a job you hate, hide your feelings, suppress your desires and become an alcoholic like us and then justify that by any reason necessary ‘ thing that continues to this day. FUCK THAT! I hate having to be paranoid and keep my eye out for them when I play those games on the computer.
THINGS HAVE GOT TO CHANGE!
I have go to stop being such a fucking coward and just shout out to the world ‘ FUCK THIS, I AM GOING MY OWN WAY! ‘ And start living my life on my own terms, not the unrealistic terms of some misguided family member. Even if it causes me discomfort, I need to just fucking do it and don’t worry about the stupid questions I’d get asked or how I’d think others would disapprove, they won’t and they more than likely don’t care.
At least things are going to improve when I go back to college as I will be a student leader for the incoming 1st years. In fact, I’ve already decided that following this fiasco a few months back, to assume I’m uninvited to any future class parties or house parties unless I’m told otherwise, ignore pleas for help from those who don’t like me and just do my own thing in college, like I did in 1st year.
I also have plans to travel to North America next summer ( Yes, I know but give me a break, I want to see the place ‘ before its gone ‘ ) I’m thinking of somewhere in Canada to base myself for the summer so that is something to work towards to, I guess and I will make sure I have the means to do it.
Listen, fellow MRAs and MGTOW, if your like me, stuck in a rut, feeling trapped and don’t know what to do, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. Don’t care what your parents, ‘ friends ‘ ( true friends will understand, anyone else should be dropped like Windows Vista! ) , the community or anyone else says. if its feels right to you, then just do it! Are you’re a unique, independent thinking human being or just another one of the sheep being led to the slaughter?
Until Next Time,
NHY
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